Day 120

Days 135-145:  Days go by so quickly... I haven't been updating because of real life responsibilities.  But I have been documenting all of my work outs.  :) Big update coming.

Day 132-134 - Conciseness Introduction :              I have been busy working. Dream Log :              I remember fragments of my dreams.               Day 132:  Dreamed of getting lost in a cave.  There are many stalagmites and stalactites.  I believe we were looking for an underground world called Agartha.  Dreams of being sold as a slave and taken to a world ruled by horse-headed humanoids.              Day 133:  A sudden large explosion triggers panic in the city as fire alarms all start sounding simultaneously and people run around screaming frantically in fear of a terrorist attack.  An angry mob of people decide to group up and fend for themselves, cutting down anyone who gets in their way of escape.  Their desperation and fervor turns into bloodlust with the more people who get hurt or kill...

Day 131 - Finishing the job. Introduction :              Leaving things unfinished is simply not my style.  I was determined to finish the yard today no matter what.  I was also determined to ensure that I get health supplements, a scale, and a laundry basket for myself, because I was tired of carrying my clothes up and down the stairs without a basket.  Self love in practice. Photos today :              Just some things I saw today... Dream Log :              I remember fragments of my dreams.  There were visions of me cutting down spider's nests and ant's nest.  I must have still been thinking about my yard work.  Perhaps I was feeling guilt for displacing (or killing) all of those ants and spiders.  There was a fragment of a dream about driving with the Lady on a road trip and having a good time.  I miss ...

Day 130 - Dreams Introduction :              I have always had very vivid dreams.  I remember them when I wake up.  I am a believer that dreams affect our lives in more ways than mainstream science would like to acknowledge.  They've been an important part of my life, because I would dream of things before they happened.  I've dreamed of people that I later met in life who made me feel like I've always known them.  When I was a child, the dreams were a lot more lucid, but I also had childhood innocence.  Nowadays, the dreams and their meanings aren't always clear.  My negative experiences (pain, trauma, hurt) have undoubtedly caused me to throw my guard up with doubt and skepticism toward anything I see in the dream world. Dream Log : 8/25/2018  MORNING :              I was on a journey.  I sailed on ships.  I spoke with merchants in ports and traded with th...

This post is dedicated to all of the Fitbit screenshots I have up from Day 120 to Day 129, or August 15th to August 24th in sequential order from top to bottom.

Day 129 - Personal Development Introduction :              After a lot of thinking, I have summed up the courage to do something which will either backfire or it will earn me some much needed redemption.  Sometimes, we all have to do things that we know are right, even if they are uncomfortable.  In the end, we cannot control the actions of others, but we hope that they understand our intent and appreciate our honesty and sincerity. Changing the way I think :              I have blocked out several portions of my day for reasons of personal privacy.  However, there has been a lot of traveling today on my part.  I spent the day going from place to place, exploring many different possibilities for personal development.  I contacted a lot of people that I have not spoken to for a long time, and attempted to re-establish a relationship.  These are things that I fell behind on, but ...

Day 128 - Spiritual development Note:  I was too tired on 8/23/2018 to write this entry.  This is being written on the morning of 8/24/2018. Introduction :                  Many of the problems I have been having in life have been the result of spiritual damage.  I have always known I was spiritual.  I have always seen man-made religions and atheism as social constructs designed to keep the population suppressed and mentally chained.  I know that our existence is not meaningless and that we are surrounded by temptation and distractions in our every day lives, especially in the first world.  Of course, when I say that I know there is something greater than mankind to anyone, they automatically group me as believing in God.  This is not really correct, but a programmed response is expected as the result of religious teachings having such an effect on the masses. Changing how I think :   ...